that feeling when you come back to an old blog and you hate everything about it .
i have to fix a lot of things if i’m gonna be coming back to this baby boy . theme will most likely stay the same ( with some minor changes ) but icons and such are for sure changing because i hate them . anyways , i’m back and it’s 5 in the morning .
welcome to the life of veggie . coming back to blogs at the worst times . oh well .
❛ i think it’s a beautiful name , not too much of a mouthful at all . oh - my name is david , miss lulu . ❜ what a lovely woman . he should visit more often , it’s so rare to find such kindness nowadays ; it was refreshing . ❛ thank you again for forgiving my campers , i’ll be taking them back now . that is , if you don’t mind ? they can help clean up if need be ? ❜
( written log : thank you miss you’re so kind ) // @cvtewaitress
“I promise you, there’s nothin’ to be apologizin’ for. They’re just kids. I think I’d prefer them over a couple of my usual customers, honestly.” Lulu giggled softly. “You’ve got a lot to handle in Camp Campbell. Don’t worry about whatever happens outta there, alright sugar?”
❛ you’re far too kind , miss . thank you for understanding . ❜ he smiled in relief to the waitress , she was very sweet to have forgiven his campers for their rowdy behavior to the restaurant . there may have been a slight rush of color to his face at the softest laugh he’s ever heard , it was beautiful .
❛ thank you again , miss … ? i’m sorry , i never caught your name . ❜
( written log : thank you miss you’re so kind ) // @cvtewaitress
“Oh my God! You love him/her.”
“She/He doesn’t understand you like I do.”
“Are you taking his/her side against me?”
“But you’ve only heard his/her point of view!”
“No! I’m tired of doing as you say.”
“You really told him/her, didn’t you?”
“I don’t give a damn what they told you!” “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.” “Why is it always all or nothing?” “Please! We can’t argue, not now!” “You have to leave! NOW!” “The way you flirt is shameful.” “Yeah,I might’ve been checking you out.” “If I could just get you to see it.” “Everything I need is right in front of me.” “Once I hold on, I won’t let go …” “So it’s all about getting attention?” “Do you ever think we should just stop doing this?” “I’ll find him/her and take him/her home, I promise.” “H-How long have you been standing there?” “I just want a nice, easy life. What’s wrong with that?” “Just one moment!” “You can’t fool me!” “I’ll make your little secret public.” “You’re just wasting your time here.” “You call this a life?” “It’s not like me to walk away.” “Try me one more time!” “You always do as you please.” “You could have told me!” “Always keeping the front up, hm?” “Why would I do that?” “What is it good for?” “Don’t you dare!” “What do you think you’re doing?” “Oh no! Not this again!“
he didn’t know what overcame him to kiss his friend , he barely remembered what their conversation was before he interrupted her with a kiss . should he apologize ? she obviously was not expecting it and if he could be honest , he didn’t know where the sudden burst of courage came from . david began to step back from her , his eyes down and a heavy blush creeping across his cheeks ; he SHOULD apologize .
even before he could look back up to face her , a hand was on his vest , and for a moment ; he flinched in fear that he would be smacked for his actions . no . those lips he would stare at in wanton pressed against his own and he wanted to cry in happiness . he loved his friend , he did . but recently , he realized that he loved her much more than he should . was it really a bad thing ? yes , counselors couldn’t have relations with one another . that’s why he tried to control his feelings .
the kiss was short lived and he nearly pulled her back to him , he wanted the moment to last forever because when they would part ; it could be their last time . he wasn’t dying , no one was dying . it was that he had made a promise to cameron campbell and signed a contract that strictly prohibited such relations from happening .
❛ it was , gwen . it really was . ❜ he should tell her that they couldn’t be anything more than friends and yet , his voice caught in his throat , and all he could do was smile at her . ❛ wanna go grab a pizza together ? ❜
he would never break the rules but maybe he would break them for gwen .
//I flipped a coin, heads for platonic, tails for romantic; I got tails.
Gwen froze. The kiss was unexpected, but… not necessarily unwelcome. His lips pressed against her own chapped ones were… soft? She didn’t know why she expected anything else from him. Before he could pull away, her fingers fisted in his vest and tugged him back as she finally responded.
Pressing back, her eyes closed, but it didn’t last very long at all. She was pulling back, giving him a sheepish grin like she was the first one to make a move.
Clearing her throat, she swallowed hard and looked anywhere in the cabin but at him. What should she even say? “That was… nice?”